This year has been tough. The pandemic plagued our world and many died of COVID-19, many personal friends of mine too. Just when we were about to turn the corner to a new year, new chapter of our lives and leave 2020 behind, I get news that my Godson was in a fatal accident. He died. Only 28 years old. My heart stopped. My screams could have been heard for miles while in the car I was driving when I got the news….tears gushing uncontrollably and feeling like I could NOT catch my breath. I couldn’t breathe.
That was Tuesday. Today is Saturday. My God son’s mother, Portia Lockett, birthday was today. A milestone birthday too. How different we thought today would have been – she had planned to be on beach in Islands – instead we’re in shock and planning a funeral.
But God. He will give us peace that passes all understanding. For me, He directs me to what I need moment by moment.. Today I was lead to look up on google the word – “Christmas and my name Pam Perry” to see what I had written last year on my blog.
What I found was even better – and it blessed me so much. I found a video I produced 10 years ago thanking friends, clients, mentors and anyone who blessed my life. I stopped – listened to the song accompanying the video – and realized the words were something I really needed NOW.
I hope it blesses you too.
No matter what happened in the past, God’s got you. Keep believing. Keep dreaming and always stay grateful.
There’s so much power in gratitude. You are the most thoughtful person that I know. It’s all about love and letting people they are significant and that you care.
❤️❤️❤️
I know you all have the secret sauce to healing your hearts, still sending condolences.🙏🏾
Thank you Toye!
#ButGod… “A Mother’s love is Unparalleled and Unequivocal to None”…. T.Dixon.. Poem I wrote for my son the late Phillip G. Wallace… I don’t watch the news and this is why… My heart Breaks and Weeps for Mother’s/Fathers children siblings, family and friends when it’s fatal tragic and senseless death.. Nothing will be normal again in her life… I know my pain and I know it’s “GOD”, that keeps me daily… Sending sincere prayers in the moments, hours, days, months and years to come.. These are the #ButGod moments when they will need them the most…